Everyone on my twitter already knows this – I’m obsessed with Song Joong Ki. He’s currently the male MC on Music Bank and he is Onew’s twin.

You can check my tumblr for a lot of Joong Ki spam :). I didn’t post Tei’s ‘Poisonous Tongue’ MV here so be sure to watch it~ A whole three minutes of Joong Ki lipsynching and being sad ;~;!!

I stalked him like crazy on naver & daum and found that he was in the adult movie “Ogamdo“, which I am now determined to watch LMAO (JUNG EUI CHUL IS ALSO IN THAT; REMEMBER THE KYUHYUN LOOKALIKE I FELL IN LOVE WITH AFTER BOF? Y/Y?). It’s like Love Actually in that it’s a movie about multiple stories. Joong Ki and Eui Chul’s story is that they’re high school students who switch around their girlfriends. I think Joongki’s girlfriend gets paired off with Eui Chul and they have sex and then Joong Ki is left all sad. But I know he gets a bit of action too so I really want to know what happens ;~;.

I was then watching a clip of all these K-Movie kisses and being the stan that I am, I SAW THE BACK OF JOONGKI’S HEAD AND RECOGNISED HIM LMAO.

Watch the video HERE (his scene with Dana-lookalike – sorry, I don’t know the actress’ name, but she’s really cute and has pretty eyes). Using the words of beckery, “His jaw is divine“. I know you all want to see what Onew would look like when he’s making out. He probably would be all sexy and then just smile and pat your head (or you can pat his head) afterwards. Argh, crying my heart out ;_;.

He was also in Frozen Flower so now I want to rewatch the movie xDD.

I think this is the extent of my ‘coherency’, I pretty much wrote this in like one breath haha. This all started from Onew-ache lmao and every night I’ve been doing my bit of Joongki-searching and spamming the hell out of Tumblr.

Now I just need to watch him on Dream Team, and wait for SGB to be subbed so I can see Joongki-Onew interaction :DD.

Just look at them ;_; ♥.

Sigh, Onew-ache. Here we go again.

I’ll make this quick because I have my Korean exam tomorrow. Um, I’m really sad and tired and feeling depressed and unmotivated … because of Onew. He was the sunshine in my life lmao (seriously, no one else smiles as much as Onew :((((() and it feels like forever since I’ve seen him on stage. I still have to watch ‘Chocolate’, but I already saw fancams so that’s nothing ‘new’ /sulks.

Anyway, I’ll get over this once Onew comes back soon! I just need to be done with exams and then I’ll have one thing lifted up off my chest! Then I can channel all my energy into wishing Onew good health :D. Lmao okay, yeah off to find my sanity and revise vocab :).

Keke, thank you spazzwithme ♥.

(I’ll update with a real, proper, non spam-y entry soon. Tbh, I’ve forgotten how to blog. Or write. Or think coherently. Or do anything…lmao OKAY I’LL STOP. SRY.)

I have no explanation for this, really. Which is fine because I think it’s pretty self-explanatory already.

I’ve been obsessed with ragetoons for like, 2 days now. You know how I’m easily amused? Yeah, one four squared comic gets me laughing for like, hours omg.

beckery made one just then and lol forever omg.

I’m so screwed for my exams LOL. Okay, maybe not. Well, maybe a little D:

Also I’m half scared, half anticipating Kim Jung Eun’s Chocolate with Onew, Key and Taemin alkfjkdsf. And because I’m sad and I have no life…

LOL OMG I WISH.

OKAY STUDY TIME.

Sometimes when I’m watching TV, my little sister will just come and cling onto me. Once, she climbed on top of me and I’m uber ticklish so I kept laughing which made her think I was encouraging her, so she ended up sitting on my neck. Not good lmao.

…Omg I’m going to go study now ;_;.

Okay so I listened to Onew’s cover of ‘Clockwork’, was linked to Luna’s cover of ‘Clockwork’ by kandie, desperately wanted a duet by them or even someone to squish their covers together to make a duet and my prayers were answered :D thanks to a t-list bb for linking me, of course~

{credit: samanthalia @ youtube}

I assume you don’t follow my tumblr unless you’re on my twitter/have a tumblr yourself so I thought I’d post this here :). It’s just fanmade, so it’s not the perfect video or anything but still very nice to listen to/watch :D.

Luna and Onew have two of the most beautiful voices I have everrrrrr heard ♥♥, so I hope a real solo comes around soon.

I tried finding the lyrics to ‘Clockwork’ as well but failed so, um, the title of this post is the only line I know from the song ^^;;.

::EDIT:: Yaay, thank you romanticgraze for linking me :Db. Hangul & romanised lyrics for ‘Clockwork’ under the cut :)

{credit: butterflyeffect @ soompi}

I, I can wait for you

기다린다고 그 말도 못하고
gidarindago keu maldo mothago

너 니가 떠난 곳
neo niga ddeonan got
그 자리에서 계속 서 있어
keu jarieseo gyesok seo isseo

마치 풀려버린 시계태엽처럼
machi pullyeobeorin shigyetaeyeobcheoreom
너를 향해 멈춰진 바늘처럼
neoreul hyanghae meomchwojin baneulcheoreom
계속 녹이 슨 채로 이대로 서 있어
gyesok noki seun chaero idaero seo isseo
난
nan

난 움직이려고 애를 써봐도 멈춰진 채고
nan umjikiryeogo aereul sseobwado meomchwojin chaego

널 잊으려 해도 지우려 해도 그대로인걸
neol ijeuryeo haedo jiuryeo haedo keudaeroingeol

마치 풀려버린 시계태엽처럼
machi pullyeobeorin shigyetaeyeobcheoreom
너를 향해 멈춰진 바늘처럼
neoreul hyanghae meomchwojin baneulcheoreom
계속 녹이 슨 채로 이대로 서 있어
gyesok noki seun chaero idaero seo isseo
난
nan

I haven’t done my nails in soooo long omg because 1) no time, like seriously no time haha 2) my nails have been dying on me and it’s taken me forever to get them back to being ‘healthy’. And here I go killing them again ^^;;.

I used both stickers & nail stamping again :)

The tips are stickers which makes doing them so much easier but a big problem was that the stickers didn’t fit my nail size/shape so on some nails, you can see the edge and on others, the sticker sticks out over the top and so as I type they’re sorta folding backward :/. But it should last a few days haha.

My sister wanted me to show her how my konad plates worked so I ended up using them as well. White snowflakes this time!

Close ups~ (I love my new camera kekeke)

예쁘다? ^^

Only after did I realise I should’ve gone for a red/black theme and printed butterflies hehehe >:D. Ah well, maybe next time~

When I’m alone at night
I sit and fantasize
And in my fantasies
I love you long time

I try to let it go
But that made me
want you more
‘Cause in reality
I know you’re not mine

- Dirty D, Utada Hikaru

you know sometimes when you listen to a song and you actually listen to the lyrics and you’re like woah that is totally my life story? well, yeah, that happened with this song.

doesn’t take a genius to know who i think of ;).

Korean homework. I hate writing. I also hate listening…and reading. LOL OMG so what part do I like!? Speaking? I did pretty good in it so maybe :D. But then we still have our interview assessment left and I know I will suck crap in that so maybe not. So I guess the best part is …

LOL I KID.

I had to write to a penpal in Seoul to say I’ll be coming this summer.

“To Lee Jinki,

How are you doing these days? Next week I have a lot of exams so right now, I’m very busy. But, after the semester ends, I’ll be coming to Korea. In Seoul, I want to go shopping and meet up with friends. My Korean isn’t very good so I want to be able to practice lots in Seoul. It should be fun. Send my regards to friends over there. Let’s meet in the Summer! Okay then, good bye!

14/10/2009

Candice, Australia”

Of course, if given the chance, I would not be writing this kind of bs to Onew T_T. It’d be more like “ONEW, I LOVE YOU, WE’LL HAVE GOOD TIMES TOGETHER, LET’S TOTALLY ELOPE AND GET MARRIED AND MAKE BABIES AND LIVE HAPPY EVER AFTER”. But I don’t know how to write “elope” or “make babies” (I can say make cakes!) yet which are the main things, I think.

I felt I should update because:

• It’s Henry’s 20th birthday ♥. I feel so protective of him because of all the crap he’s had to go through, and so happy SJM are such a success right now :). I’m hoping their next mini-album/album will be better than “Super Girl” because, I only really liked two songs ^^;;
• Onew’s teaser pics were released today, as I predicted :).
• My aunty bought me a camera. I’ve never had my own camera before – always had to beg my sister to borrow hers, and now I have my very own 12.1 megapixel camera, yaaay :D
• ONEW’S SOLO OMFG. NEWS OF A SOLO + ITS TEASER BEING RELEASED WITHIN LIKE THE ONE HOUR IS TOO MUCH. ONEW IS TPTH (too perfect to handle). SRSLY.
• I hate twitter now. It keeps banning me. Something is wrong with it and yeah, just, long story short, I’m getting banned/not allowed to tweet without even tweeting.

Still, today has been a marvelous day (so far) and I’m scared that the next second, something’s going to come and ruin it. Anyway, it’s 4.41pm and I haven’t done any studying since like, yesterday. Must get a move on :(.